Thursday, March 28, 2019

Today's thoughts: Do you feel aligned with your life purpose?

I posted on FB to see who knows what Soul Based Living is.  Curious to see the responses... Do you feel aligned with your life purpose?

 I live daily focused on my Soul and why I am here. Since I was a young child I knew I was not of this world and that God spoke directly to my soul.  As a young child, I sought to find out what God wanted me to accomplish.  I know the basics that we are to share UNconditional Love with All others and to Forgive those that trespass upon us. 

I did not know though that in order to have UNconditional Love for others that I had to learn how to love myself Unconditionally and that has been my hardest lesson in this lifetime. (Thought that would be a natural) When you are a young child , you quickly forget where you came from and this world clouds the pure love you once knew.  Adults in charge of you tell you are bad, stupid, worthless and rob you of your spirit to fight for your soul. They model judgements and condemnation of you and others, this ideal of love seems more and more distant.  My spirit was robbed from me as a child to the point of thoughts of suicide as a teenager.  God protected me and convinced me that there was more to come and that these people that lived a life of judging and hurting others were not of Him. I was reminded of a grandmother that taught me that the Bible says "vengeance is mine saith the Lord" and I hold on to my believes once again.

Though logically I understood these people were the sick ones, that had no concept of love- my heart and soul was crushed , injured from all the years of abuse, verbal, physical and sexual abuse from more than one along with abandonment issue from birth mothers death at four years old to lack of love and nowhere to run when I finally asked someone. Eventually is was all about survival and you forget that there is a purpose of being here. Years of just surviving has brought me to a place where I realize I was not meant to just survive! 

We are meant to thrive, thrive and grow to shine our light that we came here with. It starts with Unconditional love for yourself...forgiveness to those that hurt you and to you, yes forgive yourself  for being too young to stop it then as an adult too naive to know how to process those feelings.

My goal is to fulfill the purpose of which I came here to accomplish. Do you feel aligned with your life purpose?  Do you even give it a thought?  I am finally at the age of 60 coming to a point of aligning myself back to my purpose.  Your children deserve for you to seek these answers and teach them to be true to their soul.

Please don't wait so long for you to do so- look within and find how to live a soul based life.